September 10, 2009

This is all I have for now...Sorry

Sometimes I still hear the sound of your voice.
I wish you were still here with me, but you had no choice.
I know an Angel held you as your body said goodbye.
But that doesn’t stop my heart from breaking.............“I miss you and I cry”.

No one can believe that you are really gone,
Our hearts are broken and our spirits moan.
“She was to young”, I’ve heard people say,
“Why did she have to die this way?”

I try not to be angry, I kneel and I pray,
Asking God to be with us, as we face each day.
I always try to give Mom an extra kiss,
To make up for a little girl, she will always miss.

I understand everyone's emptiness and their sorrow too,
Because, “My precious sister..... we all miss you“.

I know you are happy in Heaven above,
Surrounded by the Angels and all their love.
But today on earth, my heart still grieves,
Because you are no longer here to talk with me”.

I will look toward Heaven, for I know I will see
A Star that will suddenly glow big and bright,
It will be my sister smiling......... and watching over me.

My heart is too heavy, I am way too sad. I know it has everything to do with her birthday and she's not here to celebrate. I feel selfish because I have so much. I feel ungrateful. But I can't help it. I still want her here. So this is the only way to express my feelings right now.

Love,

Teresa

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

I like your poem Teresa, very nice. :)

I hope you can find a smile

Love,
Tracy